hyemynameisfarah

Ya Allah penatnya lah alahai. I can guarantee you that 2012 will be the most busy year for me. Sebab memang dari awal tahun lagi I'm planning to gain Co-curriculum marks and I'm still sticking with the plan. Tambah pulak cikgu bagi selepuk banyak gilooos kerja sekolah. Memang tak cukup tangan oden. I got into spelling bee, kawad kaki lah, essay lah, futsal lah and the latest ni apa tah nama nya. Tapi jadi penari untuk Majlis Perasmian dan Penutupan apa entah. Sukma. Sijil Kebangsaan, siapa taknak. Tapi tu la kadang-kadang nak capai lappy pun tak tercapai. ni belum start training menari ni. Plus, you will get elaun. Foods are provided. Wiuuhh. Tahun ni je lah masa nya kalau aku nak kumpul markah koko. Kalau markah koko sikit nanti payah nak masuk IPTA. Okay guys, wish me luck :3

Besides me; Atila & besides Atila; Sarah

See these two gorgeous girls up there. They are my bestfriends too. I got closer to Sarah since 2010. Actually, we were in the same class back in the year 2009 tapi memang tak rapat langsung sebab masa tu Sarah duduk hostel so dia bergaul dengan budak-budak hostel je. Then, awal tahu 2010 kot, Idk, I don't remember we took the same school bus. And by that we're getting closer to each other. Masa tu dekat Smart I ain't go no other friends except her. Just her. We walk to the bus together pastu dekat dalam kelas duduk sebelah-sebelah je. Memang aku tak boleh belajar sebab kerja gelak dengan dia. Kami sangat berbeza tapi that differences sebenarnya made a perfect equation. Lawak aku dia sorang je boleh faham. Trululul. Then, in 2011, Atila just came into our class so she was like ooo new kid on the block la. Harharhar. First reaction aku dengan Sarah; dia ni macam girly gila tak macam kitorang. Atila came into our friendship, it is like a new lights to us ya know. Atila ni manja, gelepor dan sangat darling hewhew. Tapi semua benda tu buat aku sayang dia. Pernah lah ada orang pertikai kan keakraban kitorang, diorang cakap Atila gini gini. But hey, what cha wanna say huh we've been friends for almost a year takda masalah pun. The most precious times bagi aku masa kitorang kept nagging, menangis and perit sama-sama masa 2011 sebab Bahasa Arab. Sarah, Atila aku tahu kita selalu bertekak lidah, kita gaduh, kita sindir menyindir but that's what girlfriends do. And aku tak pernah benci korang, sayang aku tak pernah kurang. I love you guys for eternity :*

Aaaa it is frustrating how physics can be so mean to me. Macam mana ni, berjam-jam study physics sendiri tak boleh jugak. Cikgu ajar pun aku setakat faham dan hafal formula je. Now I'm in process finding a tutor. Dah ada, Farah jugak nama dia. Tapi dia Farahziatul tapi dia busy gila sebab every single day dia ada kelas. Macam mana ni. I'm waayy into Chemistry daripada Physics. I mean how in the world can you imagine force or power. Could you just climb up the effing stairs without bother thinking how much power will it take to take you to the top of the stairs. Agagaga I'm going outta my mind seriously. Physics and I are like oil and water. They can never be mixed together. Macam mana ada orang memang master gila dalam physics. I've tried hard enuff to love physics as much sincere as possible. Duhh. Hem ni kerja sekolah dah siap tinggal physics je ni spoil betul. Omg bunuh diri je lah macam ni bodoh sangat lah kau ni Farah. But hell to the nawww I won't give up. I will find a tutor and will try to understand physics at my best. And score A hewhew peace. Amin. Go Farah Go!

The right end; Ferra & besides me; Tasha.

These two preetayh angels are my bespwen poreber. I have known them since I was in Primary School. Masa dekat sekolah rendah dulu rapat dengan Ferra (btw, her real name is Farah  jugak) tu je. Berkepit je 24/7. But that was in 2009. Only God knows how much I miss that moment. If I could rewind, I would. Sebab dah masuk sekolah menengah semua berpisah. Tapi tak pernah berubah. Orang kata, biar jauh di mata, di hati jangan. Tasha pulak rapat masa sekolah menengah. Dia rapat dengan Ferra and by that I got closer to her. Although tak lama berkawan, tapi I feels comfortable being around her, the same way I feels when being around Ferra. Kadang-kadang menyesal tak satu sekolah dengan diorang tapi dah takdir tertulis macam tu. Aku harap diorg tahu yang even aku tak selalu contact diorang, aku sayang diorang, tak kurang. Love you guys xoxo!

Omey tak dia? Her name is Madihah. It touched my hearts when she made zis http://xmbmrx.blogspot.com/2012/04/farah-izati.html. She knows I'm in the midst of hard times. Isn't she sweet? We're getting closer through twitter sebenarnya. Pastu satu bas sekolah. Kalau nak turun bas tu selalu tak nampak dia sebab matahari shines real straight to my eyes and I was like hah siapa tu siapa tu yang panggil. Sorry Madee. Knowing her is like a gift cause she's such a darling. Have to set a date ni someday nak keluar dengan dia hewhew :3 Lerfchuuu :*

Aaaaa last night was a mess. So many things came up. It was Friday and I was really tired. It was just a small problem, maybe I was just being an emotional faggot kot malam tu. Tapi sumpah rasa macam nak mengamuk gila. Everyone seemed to bring me down that night tahu tak. First, that evening I got a bad news from someone. He told me that my crush just got a new girlfriend. I was like sentap lah titiba cause you guys didn't know how big is my feelings for him. Tapi sekarang I am so through with him sebab crush je kot. There's a lot of other worthy fishes in the sea. So come on la, I'm not gonna waste my tears to such a guy. I'm accepting this in a positive way. Cuba kalau he too have feelings for me then he propose me, pastu aku terima dia. Pelajaran aku mesti terpesong. Whatev whatev. And the second problem, I think I can't tell it here. Well its about my bestfriend and there's a misunderstood between him and his girlfriend. It do made me feels uneasy about it. I swear it is not my intention to hurt anyone. Gah. I was so sad that I listened to 'Friday by Rebecca Black' to chill me up. But Rebecca Black just made the situation worst. I know, awful aite?

I represent to you my Mama. Meet my mama, people. Putih kannn. Tp aku hitam macam ni kenapa ni. My mama is sho pwetttyy. I want the world to know that the most important person in my life is her. She walks me through this life. Actually my mom and my dad dah divorced. It turned out he cheated on her with another girl. Lelaki. Fyi, my  mom is wayyy beautiful than my stepmom kot. Aku tak faham betul lelaki. All these times I've been gaining guts to tell the world how my life's working. Masa dengan ayah dulu kitaorang kaya tp lpas dah divorced tak dah. Biasa-biasa je. Ever heard people says; The higher you get, the harder you will fall? Yes, I falled real hard. Ye lah daripada kaya titiba hidup serba sederhana. At first, it was hard for us to change the way we live. Kena berjimat-cermat, tak boleh beli itu, ini. And the saddest part is when my mom had to get a job to work on our life. I may seem so happy everyday but no one's know how my feelings inside. It feels like wanting to replace her. Tp aku tahu sekarang aku kena belajar betul-betul. People been asking why I've been hating my father so much. My mom is having a heart attack and she have to struggle now to raise me all by herself. How come I can forgive him so easily? I will but one day. Aku tak kisah kalau bapa aku jutawan ke apa, I'm not gonna stay with him in KL. Biar mama aku papan kedana sekalipun, I'm staying with her. I'll be with her. Sebab aku kenal siapa yang ajar aku ABC, mengaji semua. Apa-apa pun aku bersyukur sangat sekarang sebab kitorang dah immune dah hidup biasa-biasa. Hewhew yeayy us :3 Me and my mom are getting closer year by year. Sesungguhnya setiap perkara ada hikmahnya kan? People may judge us but you know what? It is our own life and it is our own job to run it so why do we even bother to hear what people said. I promise you Mama, I will be your walls and I will stand up so strong so that no one will ever hurt you again and I will do anything for us to be together. Arah tengah belajar betul-betul ni. Nanti Arah dah kaya nanti kerja jadi Architech yang berjaya. :3 Weehoo. Me loves you so much :*

                                                         
 Lately on twitter's TL everyone's like OMG Battleship was fantastic, still can't get over the awesomeness of Battleship. Seems like I'm the only person yang tak tengok lg. Ahhh zis is so frustrating T_T anybody just pick me up already and take me to le cinema. The worst part is I didn't even watch The Hunger Games yet. I am soo gonna miss The Hunger Games kot. How lifeless can I be. Tsk tsk

I've tried everything. I googled. Okay, from now, you should just completely ignored at what time I post, what date. Janji aku post. Stupid time setting is stupid. Yes, I am so mad that didn't know how to turn my capslock off. Gah.

Hi ebewibadi. I'm not always blogging but it seems like everyone have their own blog so I wanna make one too. Hmm what do you wanna know about me? Okay, here we go, people used to call me Farah or Arah. Actually my real name is Farhana Nur Izati. I know ntah mana datang Farah, Arah. Maybe I just got used to the name since I was small. Imma sixteenager. Saya sangat baik, peramah lagi omeyy. Okay tamparlah saya :3 My birthdate is on 20th April which is in the same date as our Nabi Muhammad SAW was born. Yeayy me. I'm just an ordinary grrrl k. So do sincere being friends with mehh. WARNING this blog may be a little offensive so I'm not responsible for any offended feelings. Okay assalamualaikum <3